Welcome back

Finally now i can write something again about my fuckin' great life..hehee

Malam senin kemaren (16-11-2008) adalah malam yang seru dimana semua teman sepermainanku yang bisa dibilang sahabatku di rumah, semua memiliki permasalahan dengan cintanya masing masing, ada yang di terror sama mantannya, ada yang di selingkuhin ama ceweknya waahhh suasana terbawa menjadi panas akibat luapan api api emosi dan kekecewaan mereka, meskipun 1 diantara mereka ada yang baru jadian dan lagi happy2nya deh, hehehe


Disaat itu aku hanya bisa memberikan nasihat dan support mereka untuk melakukan suatu tindakan yang menurut mereka benar dan akan mereka jalani, hmmmm....sementara aku sendiri tidak bisa berbagi bersama mereka bisa2 suasana bakal semakin panas dan gk karuan, hahahaha...so better to be a listener for a while while i can keep my personal stuff under control :D

Cukup lama juga percakapan tadi malam dan berpindah2 tempat dengan bahasan yang sama untuk mencari solusi bagi mereka yang sedang membutuhkan support dari teman2nya, ya mudah2an mereka semua diberi jalan yang terbaik oleh Allah S.W.T untuk melanjutkan hidup mereka dgn tidak mengulang kesalahan yang sama...


Seru2...sering2 aja ngumpul sambil share masalah2 kalian, siap jadi pemerhati kok, hehehe..

G.R.A.D.U.A.T.I.O.N

Finally just got the graduation pics from one of my classmate from china..

Here they are:





i will add some more pics when i got it....

Post Secret

There is a blog that share many people secrets, the name is Post Secret. Well i know that website address from the book that i have read at my friend's room on the college. The name of the book is "A Lifetime of Secrets", it's a collection of many people secrets that have been sent to the author by a post card and email.

When i read that book i began to wonder about all kinds of things that they kept as secrets. Some of them are tragic, some are happy, some are sad, and some are full of anger. It's a good new idea that the author wants to collect of secrets with anonymous identity so everyone can post it without no one knows who they really are and share their secrets so they maybe feel a little relieve after that.

I knew the web address from that book, the link is this: www.postsecret.blogspot.com

There is one postcard with secret inside and i love how it sounds, this is the image:




I wonder how my life could be, i will never know what will happen and also the person that wrote it.

M.A.L.A.Y.S.I.A

MALAYSIA, hmmmmmm....i don't know why i love this country so much, not only because i'm alone here and have freedom to do anything that i really want but also i love the structure of the city, the life here and environment, it's more structured and clean (not that much) but yea it's clean.

I've been went out to some places here and have a lot of memories with some friends including the happy moments, sad moments, boring moments, angry moments, and disappointed moments. I've been through all that and i never regret it.

Some friends didnt really like Malaysia, always wanted to go back home (Indonesia) in every holiday even it's public holiday, but it's not working on me and one of my best friends. We love it here so much, a lot of histories among us and it's just comfortable to be here.


Thank you Malaysia, if i don't have plan to go to another country, i will come back here.



Peace, Love and Gaul *toeng toeng gak nyambung*

Euphoria (wed 10-09-2008)

@Euphoria


We (me and mul) hang out to the club named EUPHORIA at Sunway lagoon. It's a nice club with 2 types of music, downstairs is r n b and upstairs is trance, of course we went to the r n b zone get our a** down into the dancefloor. Hehe..

Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Na na na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you

===========I miss you friend, this is a song for you=============

D.E.N.I.A.L

Somewhere in the back of my mind
Secretly I know you will find
Way amongst the blushing and glow
Teach me all the things I don't show

Mystery's a beautiful thing
What a gift a woman can bring
Never let it out just like that
Let him slowly figure it out

How can a flower bloom
Just over a day?
And at night
You've got to let the water drain in

I didn't want to fall in love with you
I didn't want to know the things I knew
It wasn't until I look into the mirror
Denial

You were like a power of nature
Telephatic beautiful creature
Understanding all my weakness
Patient love and know when it reaches

Cynical and that was just me
You were never supposed to be
Part of what I would call amazing


It took so long to finally see

How can a flower bloom
Just over a day?
And at night
You've got to let the water drain in

I didn't want to fall in love with you
I didn't want to know the things I knew
It wasn't until I look into the mirror
Denial

I didn't want to fall in love with you
I didn't want to know the things I knew
It wasn't until I look into the mirror
Denial

I see the way the pain goes like open minds for us
No complicated barriers to hold us back

I didn't want to fall in love with you
I didn't want to know the things I knew
It wasn't until I look into the mirror
Denial

I didn't want to fall in love with you
I didn't want to know the things I knew
It wasn't until I look into the mirror

===================Am I regret it??=========================

=> I don't think so :p

Gamang

Emosi dalam diriku sedang bergejolak, entah apa yang aku rasakan semua tidak menentu, apa karena aku baru saja selesai menonton film yang rada sentimentil gitu, ataukah ada sesuatu yang lebih dari itu?

Hmm....

Rasa takut dan malas dan haus akan sesuatu menyelimuti diriku, tetapi walau bagaimanapun itu semua akan kujalani dalam waktu dekat ini. Aku tidak bisa merasakan apa2, yang ada aku hanya gamang dan kadang pikiranku melayang entah kemana. Tapi alhamdulillah aku merasakan ini di bulan Ramadhan, dimana aku harus lebih fokus pada-Nya berdo'a dan sebagainya. Aku gk mau mensia-siakan bulan suci yang penuh rahmat ini. Aku yakin Allah pasti membantuku untuk menghilangkan semua perasaan ini atau memberikan jalan yang terbaik padaku.


Amin ya rabbal alamiin...

Prison Break (Scylla)

Season 4 is back with a lot of surprises, hell this series is one of my favorite among Grey's Anatomy and Friends. Full of actions and very tricky.

The Fall (2006)

I just watched this movie and i must say that this is another "Brilliant"movie that ever made, it's like a tale but it's connected with the real story. I felt so emotional when i watched this movie, damn good well at least it's match with my taste which is unusual regular kind of movie, this is unique.

IMDb rated this movie 8.2 out of 10, so i guess it's really worth to be watched.

I Still Believe

You look in my eyes
And I get emotional
Inside
I know it's crazy but
You still can touch my heart
And after all this time
You'd think that I
Wouldn't feel the same
But time melts into nothing
And nothing's changed

I still believe, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
I had a dream, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again

Each day of my life
I'm filled with all the joy
I could find
You know that I am not the desperate type
If there's one spark of hope left in my grasp
I'll hold it with both hands
It's worth the risk of burning
To have a second chance

No, no, no, no, no, nooo I need you baby
I still believe that we can be together
Ooooohoh no no nooo
If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again
Mmmh

Ooooohoh
I still believe, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
Oh baby, yeah yeah
I had a dream, you and me
Will find ourselves in love
Again
(I still believe)
Oh baby I do
(Someday you and me)
Just give me one more time
And love
Again
I had a dream, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love
Again


By Mariah Carey

Bryn Christopher- The Quest (Grey's Anatomy soundtrack season 4 last episode)

Love this song

Grey's anatomy is back with season 5

Promo Trailer



Can't wait to finally watch this

Gone Baby Gone

Directed by Ben Affleck Gone Baby Gone is about the missing child who being kidnapped from house. The story is simple but it's unpredictable and make the audience think who is the "actor" behind all of this thing.

IMDB rating this movie 8.0 from 10.0, so it means it's worth to be watched, I love this Movie!

A letter for Mom

Dear Mom,

I hope you are fine over there and always be on God's blessing.

I want to say that:

I am sorry about things that complicate you.
I am sorry about making some stuff that make u headache.
I am sorry to make you worry about me.
I am sorry that I am still need you about the material stuff.
I am sorry that I am not become a success person yet.

And I will try to:

Make you proud of me one day.
Give all the happiness to you.
Stop making u headache because of my behavior.
Give whatever that you need.


Mom, you are everything for me, I Love You so much!

Farewell Party

Waktu hari rabu kemaren tepatnya tanggal 16 April 2008, gue dan beberapa sahabat gue pergi k KL jam 4 sore dari Nilai. Dan Inilah rutenya:

1. Kita pergi ke pavillion karena cewek2 mau pada bershopping ria, yang cowok2nya nongkrong di starbucks menunggu cewek2 selesai shopping.

2. Setelah pavillion rute kita menuju sri hartamas karena kita ada rencana mau makan malam disana, eh tapi ada kejadian yang seru pas otw ke sri hartamas, ternyata kita nyasar hahahaha...ada yang udh emosi di mobil, ada yang ketawa2 ada yang udh pasrah aja deh..hmmtapi dengan niat yang segudang kita semua gk nyerah, akhirnya ketemu juga tuh sri hartamas dan tempat makannya yang bertitle: exotic sesuai dengan suasananya..

3. Selepas pulang dari hartamas, kita menuju "laundry" tepatnya di The Curve sebagai acara farewellnya gue..kita pesen minuman, nongkrong2 dengan ngobrolin apa aja yg udah terjadi diantara persahabatan kita ber 4 selama ini, lucu, sedih, mengharukan, semua itu campur aduk jadi satu, tapi sayang musiknya kurang mendukung, akhirnya kita menuju no: 4

4. Berhubung kita tiba2 mendengar musik R n B dari arah cineleisure, kita ber 4 menuju kesana PLN nih ceritanya (Pindah Lokasi Nongkrong) ke salah satu bar yang berada di lantai 2 Cineleisure. Waaah disini seruuuu abies, lagu yg diputer enak2, dan akhirnya tanpa rasa malu2 kita ber 4 joget dah menikmati alunan lagu serasa di club, hahahaha...paling heboh meja kita yang orang2 laen pada ngeliatin, hahahahaha melepas stress yg terjadi di minggu itu.

Padahal hari penting buat masa depan gue besoknya adalah presentasi project gue, hahaha...sempet deg2an juga waktu itu malem, tapi alhamdulillah presentasinya lancar dan akhirnya project gue kelar juga dan gue unofficially lulus dari N.I.U.C

Thanks to you guys (Anggy, Gisela, Taufik)


I really had fun with you and all of you will be in my heart!

Mudah2an membuahkan hasil

Dah 2 hari ini gue, kurang tidur, kadang cuma 2 jam ato gak tidur sama sekali di waktu malam demi untuk project yang dikejar deadline..



Hmmmm mudah2an apa yg gue usahakan selama ini membuahkan hasil yang tidak mengecewakan, thanks for all friends that have been helping me i really appreciate it.

Tomorrow is a big day, hope it will goes well..


Good luck Mi..

Kangen

It has been so long we are not communicate, finally last night i got "nudge" on msn from my bestfriend.

"Helmi, How are you?"

Woooooooooooooowwwwwww, i was in stress but when i got the message almost all my stress has been gone, then we are chatting, talking through microphone and webcam.

We were talking, talking, and talking for like an hour when suddenly i realized it's almost 5 A.M in the morning, then we went to bed.




Hope to see you again in the future.

friends

These faces always cheer me up whenever i see them on F.R.I.E.N.D.S, they always making me laugh with their jokes and attitudes.

Strategy

Being clever is very important, but clever with no luck will only be static. Having luck is very good but luck doesn't come to everyone and we can't wait for the luck to comes. What we can do to gain what we expect is by trying and having a good strategy, but again everything is not that simple, we tried all our best to get what we want but without strategy it will be "zero" maybe not exactly "zero" it'll needs a longer time to get that. At this point strategy has playing an important role in our daily life especially when it comes to work or study.

And please underline this: Strategy is not the same like cheating!

Making out

Hey All, Finally i started to write another blog on a different website hope it can be read by all of you and it's open for any critics.

Making out?? that's what my title is. Actually i like this words, and also i like doing it (ooppppsssss :P). It's an emotional feeling when there are some interaction between two people on a place and both of them have a feeling on each other or just "horny"(which with no feeling at all). It started when someone admire the looks or the body on somebody which after that they will rather play it with mind til it crash the feeling or they just let it in mind and play it without feeling.

Making out with feeling will create situation to be more romantic and unforgetable, but of course it will be deeper and will hurts longer when it comes into separation. It's quiet acceptable when people doing it on a relationship, but how if they don't? hmmmm....it's quiet "taboo" on the east culture but it's quiet open on the west culture. I think it's actually so wrong if people doing it without feeling or not in a relationship, but i can't deny also that i've been in that activities for long time.

Feeling guilty it's gonna happened right after we've done it, we started thinking about the sins that we've made then started to think "what the hell that i've done?" and all that questions will passed by cause we are human and human never can't get enough of anything coz devil will always be among us and too hard to defeat them.


I left all the perceptions to all of you guys to decide it's ok or not to be in it.