Sunday, October 18, 2009

About being Happy

Aku merasakan sangat bahagia sekarang ini dan juga sangat bingung untuk memilih apa yang harus aku lakukan untuk hidupku dimasa depan, semakin berat beban bagiku untuk memutuskan apa jalan yang aku ingin tempuh...

Aku bahagia tapi aku takut dengan Tuhan dan takut dengan segala konsekuensi yang aku ingin hadapi di masa depan atau di kehidupan selanjutnya...

Aku percaya bahwa Tuhan adalah sang pemberi maaf bagi hambaNya tapi beban hidup ini terlalu berat untuk kutempuh jikalau memang nanti aku memilih jalan yang salah...

Aku takut dengan apa yang akan terjadi dikehidupanku selanjutnya tetapi aku pun ingin bersama dengan kebahagiaan yang sekarang aku rasakan ini dan tak ingin jauh darinya...

Ya Allah apakah aku salah jika aku ingin bahagia dalam hidupku ini?? Kaulah yang maha mengetahui...ampuni aku jikalau suatu saat nanti aku berada dalam jalan yang engkau tidak ridhoi..amiiin

Sunday, September 6, 2009

The thing called: L-I-F-E




Is a long road

Is a mystery

Is a choice

Is a heaven

Is a hell

Is a pain

But among those things we should be grateful that we are alive and life is not for free everything that we are doing here will have consequences at the end.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Dear Blog

Hello Blog, it' s been a while...

Now I am here again ready to share something with you..

A lot of things going on with my life when i'm away, I am here back in Malaysia for study again hopefully now i chose the right major that i could handle it well.

I'm staying at the campus accomodation just like before, same old story but better room which lately i'm feeling comfortable here, well it' s far from classroom but i have friends here and most of the time we go to class together, thank you guys!

Oh yea, i've been sick also but now i am ok, thanks for someone out there who accompany me facing the day and night and make me feel better seriously it would be worse if u weren' t there for me ;) and thank you for all my friends also for all the help that you all did for me, i really appreciate it.

Hmmm oh yea it's for you:

Something is going hard sometimes for both of us lately especially when u think that i am being exagerate which i realize that i am but maybe because of you, because i am madly in love with you..
I just want u to listen to me sometimes not to argue again and again, i wasn't really looking for arguing with you at all and i don't want you to assume all the things that i said is for attacking you or being a mistake to you..Not at all, it's the matter of how much you mean to me.ILU

Well life is still going on, so i will come back later with more stories to share with you blog.

Thanks a lot ;)

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Myths and Facts About Marijuana

Myth: Marijuana Can Cause Permanent Mental Illness. Among adolescents, even occasional marijuana use may cause psychological damage. During intoxication, marijuana users become irrational and often behave erratically.

Fact: There is no convincing scientific evidence that marijuana causes psychological damage or mental illness in either teenagers or adults. Some marijuana users experience psychological distress following marijuana ingestion, which may include feelings of panic, anxiety, and paranoia. Such experiences can be frightening, but the effects are temporary. With very large doses, marijuana can cause temporary toxic psychosis. This occurs rarely, and almost always when marijuana is eaten rather than smoked. Marijuana does not cause profound changes in people's behavior.

Myth: Marijuana is Highly Addictive. Long term marijuana users experience physical dependence and withdrawal, and often need professional drug treatment to break their marijuana habits.

Fact: Most people who smoke marijuana smoke it only occasionally. A small minority of Americans - less than 1 percent - smoke marijuana on a daily basis. An even smaller minority develop a dependence on marijuana. Some people who smoke marijuana heavily and frequently stop without difficulty. Others seek help from drug treatment professionals. Marijuana does not cause physical dependence. If people experience withdrawal symptoms at all, they are remarkably mild.

Myth: Marijuana Is More Potent Today Than In The Past. Adults who used marijuana in the 1960s and 1970s fail to realize that when today's youth use marijuana they are using a much more dangerous drug.

Fact: When today's youth use marijuana, they are using the same drug used by youth in the 1960s and 1970s. A small number of low-THC samples seized by the Drug Enforcement Administration are used to calculate a dramatic increase in potency. However, these samples were not representative of the marijuana generally available to users during this era. Potency data from the early 1980s to the present are more reliable, and they show no increase in the average THC content of marijuana. Even if marijuana potency were to increase, it would not necessarily make the drug more dangerous. Marijuana that varies quite substantially in potency produces similar psychoactive effects.

Myth: Marijuana Offenses Are Not Severely Punished. Few marijuana law violators are arrested and hardly anyone goes to prison. This lenient treatment is responsible for marijuana continued availability and use.

Fact: Marijuana arrests in the United States doubled between 1991 and 1995. In 1995, more than one-half-million people were arrested for marijuana offenses. Eighty-six percent of them were arrested for marijuana possession. Tens of thousands of people are now in prison or marijuana offenses. An even greater number are punished with probation, fines, and civil sanctions, including having their property seized, their driver's license revoked, and their employment terminated. Despite these civil and criminal sanctions, marijuana continues to be readily available and widely used.

Myth: Marijuana is More Damaging to the Lungs Than Tobacco. Marijuana smokers are at a high risk of developing lung cancer, bronchitis, and emphysema.

Fact: Moderate smoking of marijuana appears to pose minimal danger to the lungs. Like tobacco smoke, marijuana smoke contains a number of irritants and carcinogens. But marijuana users typically smoke much less often than tobacco smokers, and over time, inhale much less smoke. As a result, the risk of serious lung damage should be lower in marijuana smokers. There have been no reports of lung cancer related solely to marijuana, and in a large study presented to the American Thoracic Society in 2006, even heavy users of smoked marijuana were found not to have any increased risk of lung cancer. Unlike heavy tobacco smokers, heavy marijuana smokers exhibit no obstruction of the lung's small airway. That indicates that people will not develop emphysema from smoking marijuana.

Myth: Marijuana Has No Medicinal Value. Safer, more effective drugs are available. They include a synthetic version of THC, marijuana's primary active ingredient, which is marketed in the United States under the name Marinol.

Fact: Marijuana has been shown to be effective in reducing the nausea induced by cancer chemotherapy, stimulating appetite in AIDS patients, and reducing intraocular pressure in people with glaucoma. There is also appreciable evidence that marijuana reduces muscle spasticity in patients with neurological disorders. A synthetic capsule is available by prescription, but it is not as effective as smoked marijuana for many patients. Pure THC may also produce more unpleasant psychoactive side effects than smoked marijuana. Many people use marijuana as a medicine today, despite its illegality. In doing so, they risk arrest and imprisonment.

Myth: Marijuana is a Gateway Drug. Even if marijuana itself causes minimal harm, it is a dangerous substance because it leads to the use of "harder drugs" like heroin, LSD, and cocaine.

Fact: Marijuana does not cause people to use hard drugs. What the gateway theory presents as a causal explanation is a statistic association between common and uncommon drugs, an association that changes over time as different drugs increase and decrease in prevalence. Marijuana is the most popular illegal drug in the United States today. Therefore, people who have used less popular drugs such as heroin, cocaine, and LSD, are likely to have also used marijuana. Most marijuana users never use any other illegal drug. Indeed, for the large majority of people, marijuana is a terminus rather than a gateway drug.

Myth: Marijuana's Harms Have Been Proved Scientifically. In the 1960s and 1970s, many people believed that marijuana was harmless. Today we know that marijuana is much more dangerous than previously believed.

Fact: In 1972, after reviewing the scientific evidence, the National Commission on Marihuana and Drug Abuse concluded that while marijuana was not entirely safe, its dangers had been grossly overstated. Since then, researchers have conducted thousands of studies of humans, animals, and cell cultures. None reveal any findings dramatically different from those described by the National Commission in 1972. In 1995, based on thirty years of scientific research editors of the British medical journal Lancet concluded that "the smoking of cannabis, even long term, is not harmful to health."

a lot more? come to: http://www.drugpolicy.org/marijuana/factsmyths/

Study says alcohol more harmful than marijuana

A major new study into drugs, published in the British medical journal The Lancet, has concluded that alcohol and tobacco are more dangerous than many highly illegal drugs. They are listed in the top 10 most dangerous substances in the study. Researchers believe British law should classify alcohol and tobacco the same as hard drugs such as heroin and cocaine. Head researcher Professor David Nutt of Britain's Bristol University suggested a new classification of harmful substances. He said it needed to be based on the actual risks posed to society. Professor Nutt said the new system was necessary in Britain as the existing one was out of date: "The current drug system is ill thought-out and arbitrary,” he said. He added there was no scientific basis for excluding alcohol and tobacco as serious drugs.

Professor Nutt and his colleagues used three factors to find out how harmful a drug is: the physical harm to the user, how addictive the drug is, and the impact it has on society. The researchers were experts in drug addiction, lawyers and police officers with scientific or medical backgrounds and doctors. All of them agreed on the dangers of alcohol and tobacco. They ranked alcohol as the fifth and tobacco as the ninth most harmful drugs. Heroin and cocaine finished top, while marijuana was eleventh and Ecstasy finished last in the list of 20 drugs. The latter two are illegal in Britain and America, while alcohol and tobacco are legal. Tobacco causes 40 percent of all hospital illnesses, while alcohol is blamed for more than half of all visits to hospital emergency rooms. They also harm society in other ways. They damage families and stretch police services.

Alcohol is a sedative hypnotic. It is a powerful drug available to virtually anyone who wants to try it. Buzzed: The straight facts about the most used and abused drugs from alcohol to ecstasy describes the effects of alcohol on the body: Buzzed Book Jacket Graphic

* About 20 percent of alcohol is absorbed through stomach, and most of the rest is absorbed through the small intestine. Alcohol molecules are carried through the bloodstream and come into contact with the cells of virtually all the organs. When someone drinks on an empty stomach, the blood absorbs the alcohol rapidly. The body also absorbs higher concentrations of alcohol, such as mixed drinks or shots, very quickly


Physical State

* After drinking, people usually feel pleasure and become talkative at first. The feelings are usually replaced by drowsiness as the alcohol is eliminated from body, and the drinker may become withdrawn. This pattern often encourages people to drink more to keep the buzz going.
* Immediate medical attention is necessary if a person becomes unconscious, is impossible to arouse or seems to have trouble breathing.
* Drinking a high concentration of alcohol in a short period of time can suppress the centers of the brain that control breathing and cause a person to pass out or even die.
* When people pass out, their bodies continue to absorb alcohol. The amount of alcohol in the blood can reach dangerous levels, and they can die in their sleep. Continue to check on someone who has gone to sleep drunk. Do not leave that person alone.
* It is dangerous to combine alcohol with other drugs, especially those that make you sleepy
* Most alcohol is metabolized in the liver and then excreted. When someone drinks more alcohol than their liver can handle efficiently, the additional alcohol accumulates in the blood and body tissues.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Hillary Clinton dateng? Demo yuk! "-_-

Hari ini tepatnya tanggal 18 februari, menlu AS Hillary Clinton datang ke Indonesia dengan tujuan mempererat hubungan kerjasama negara2 di Asia dengan Amerika Serikat, tapi yang disayangkan mengapa harus demo ya masyarakat?!

Tindakan seperti ini justru yang membuat citra Indonesia semakin jelek di mata dunia, sampai poster muka sang MENLU AS dilempari, di corat coret dan ini merupakan sesuatu hal ketidak sopanan yang dilakukan ketika kita kedatangan tamu..

Kita memang tidak tahu pasti apa yang ada di benak sang MENLU AS, tapi ya memangnya penting ya kalau kita harus berdemo ketika kita sedang kedatangan tamu, toh nanti sang tamu malah akan berpikir hal yang bukan2 dan itikad baik yg ada di benaknya siapa tau jadi akan di hapus dan malah mempersulit negeri kita ini.

Memang sih kita kan gak tau dia memiliki itikad baik atau buruk dengan kedatangannya kesini, tapi bukankah kita harus saling menghargai?? hmmm...

Disini ya saya tidak membela pihak manapun, ya semua orang memiliki pola pemikiran masing2, cuma ya bo masyarakat itu lebih tertib jangan sebentar2 demo, mentang2 sudah reformasi demo merupakan suatu ciri khas dan jati diri kita sekarang ini...

Monday, February 16, 2009

PONARI

Wow sekarang Indonesia sedang dihebohkan oleh Dukun Cilik bernama Ponari yang konon katanya memiliki sebuah batu yang bisa menyembuhkan berbagai macam penyakit yang dia dapat dari sambaran petir..

Setiap hari gak diberita gak d infotainment pasti ada saja berita tentang ini, duh so irritating sekali mendengarnya kenapa kok masyarakat sangat mempercayai hal tersebut, sangat mudah mempercayai hal tersebut sampai rela mengantri berkilo2 dan berjam2 sampai bahkan ada korban meninggal karena antrian tersebut hanya untuk mendapatkan segelas air yang sudah di masuki oleh batu tersebut, huuuufffffff....apakah tidak ada cara lain yang lebih logis untuk menyembuhkan penyakit seperti pengobatan alternatif yaa??? !!!

Sebenernya sih ya ini hak masyarakat semua untuk mempercayai atau tidak hal tersebut, tapi ya kalau sudah seperti ini kan jatuh2nya malah syirik, mempercayai suatu benda lebih dari mempercayai Allah SWT, dah nauzubillah deh dosa syirik itu tidak ada ampunannya...

Yaaa intinya sih pengen menghimbau aja untuk para masyarakat jangan terlalu berlebihan mempercayai sesuatu lebih dari mempercayai Tuhan kita sendiri..

Kesian juga ponari bocah yang tidak tahu apa2 sampai jatuh pingsan demi melayani pasiennya mencelupkan sebuah batu ke dalam air2 yang dibawa para pasien...duh duh duh...

Masyarakat luar pasti menertawai perilaku seperti ini, mereka sudah jauh kedepan membuat suatu teknologi, kita malah disibukkan dengan hal seperti ini, mempercayai sebuah batu untuk menyembuhkan segala penyakit dan itu juga masih dipertanyakan ada khasiatnya atau tidak...

Sadarlaaaah wahai masyarakat, jangan menunggu kemurkaan dari Allah SWT

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

G.A.Z.A















Beberapa kata yang ada di benak saya saat melihat perang di Gaza adalah Biadab dan Brutal!!!!!

This is truly war crimes so i guess now people knew who the real terrorist are..

One day the judgement from God will be happening, and no one can run away from it!

No Pain No Gain!

No Pain No Gain, itu yang temanku selalu bilang padaku disaat kita mau fitness, hmmmm bener juga sih, tapi context itu tidak hanya berlaku pada hal itu saja, ternyata berlaku dalam banyak hal hampir seluruh aktivitas yang kita lakukan di dunia ini mengandung makna "No Pain No Gain!".

Sebagai contoh dari aspek yang lain adalah, ketika kita belajar atau sebut saja ketika sekolah, untuk menjadi yang terbaik kita harus berusaha keras belajar supaya cita2 kita tercapai dan tidak sulit untuk mengejar impian kita, dalam context tersebut jelas berlaku istilah tersebut karena seperti yang kita tahu bahwa sometimes belajar itu tidak selalu menyenangkan dan bakal ada titik jenuh dan stuck tapi kita tidak boleh berhenti sampai disitu nah dalam kondisi stuck, buntu atau stress itu adalah "pain-nya" tapi begitu kita berhasil mengatasi itu semua baru kita akan sampai pada kata "gain!".

Masih banyak lagi contoh yang lain seperti di dunia pekerjaan dan lain lain.

Pada akhirnya kita semua akan merenung, dan memikirkan oh benar juga ya "No pain No Gain" itu benar2 exist dan selalu mengikuti langkah kita di dunia ini.


Thanks for my friend who always motivate me with that clause.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

12 x 2 = 24

1 January 2009 it means that i am 24 years old right now, wow..getting older, seems like yesterday i just turned 23 n now it's already 24, huff!!!

Well i am just wishing to be a better person, do less sin stuff hehe, and wishing that i have a long age.

There are no big resolutions on this year, i will just go on with my life, see if anything good will happen to me.. jadi gak mau muluk2 bikin resolusi yang aneh2, nanti takutnya gak tercapai ya sama aja malah bikin tambah kecewa, hehehe

Well at least Harry Potter and The Da Vinvi Code are the ones i spent new year's eve with! hehehe sambil ditemenin ama sepupu gw yang ketiduran pas nonton! "-_-


Happy Birthday!