Invisible

Cause I am a Ghost that couldn't be seen

no justice

you can't just blame and discriminate Islam all over the world because of the chaos that was happening...easy to say when there is a terrorist you said that it is Islam just because 9/11 tragedy...well if you aware and dare enough to find who actually did it, then do. But when they kill Muslim people in Palestine, in Afghanistan everywhere, you shut your mouth up and cover up the media with your lies...what the hell!!! Where is the tolerance?? where??? Tolerance is not only to give for people who like the same gender and other crap, but Tolerance is also for the freedom to live peacefully among the differences in Religion and Cultures without any burden such as building mosque and forbidden to pray in places and forbidden for the Women to wear burqa!!!!! So the one who claim Human Rights is actually the one who does not understand what the meaning of it and ruin it himself! so What the HELL!!!

memories

i miss the time when i was younger, surrounded by my best friends, all the laugh that we share when we were together, now when i get older that picture those moments of togetherness are started to fade away it's hard to be with them again to share every laugh, every great moments :(

now im with myself with much complicated situation that i have to bear, i wish time is not moving very fast and sooner i will be graduated and again another separation to come with all my friends that are living with me now in this campus residence, damn damn damn....it will be a lot of pain ahead please God make me strong to face all of those!

Disappointed

For me that kind of thing is matter, and it is a big deal and it does hurt my feeling you pasted that link in msn just to share with others which i think that will be the last thing you could do...

I always try to protect your feeling in any kind of way, but if this means nothing to you is ok but that thing means something for me..

At least you could just respect me for what i believe

This is the day- The Cranberries

Wow so happy to found this clip, i thought they never made it! Well done you guys ;)

Truly madly deeply

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...

My Room

Oh well i have 2 problems at a time, first is that i have to think about when will i clean this mess in my room :p and the second one is when do i cut my hair, it looks ridiculous already...hmmpff!

Something that matters

Dear Blog,

I started the day doing nothing mostly, just checking the news and see what is happening in the world..

I realize something on what is going on, our people out there are suffer and we do nothing about it, its a shame though but i know its not easy to help them because of this terrified situation..

I feel pain on watch them suffers, i feel sad but all can i do now is pray to God so that something will get better and the truth will come out for them to realize on who the bad people really are?! Hard for them to deal with i understand but if we people could unite altogether to help fight this human violation, i think we are able to do something to them, they just a bunch of people who control the world, and we are much more bigger than them without power but if we unite and throw our ego away we could deal with this issue!

At the moment since i couldn't help them with my own self, all i can do is just try to see something around me, see if i can help anyone in terms of what they need and if i can do something for them, i know i am far away from perfect, but i care and i love to do something for 'em..enough with my ego and selfishness that won't do any better except to satisfy me and won't do any good to the people..

I don't expect something from others only God knows what i do and what it is, and He understand more than other human being that live in this world..

We shouldn't make differences in helping others regarding to their religion, their skin color, their descendants, we should help other because they are HUMAN BEING that have a right to live, to taste his life, to have peace..I respect Rachel Corrie and may her rest in peace!

That basically on what i wanna say...

Thanks for listening to me :)

Aku Milikmu

This is the clip and the lyrics of the song, enjoy! :)



terdengar lirih bisikanmu
diantara bayang-bayangmu
terucap kata cinta yang dulu tersimpan
dan tak mau pergi

sekejap cinta yang terjalin
dan menjadi sebuah cerita
yang tak mungkin terlupa
terukir dihati
dan tak mau pergi

mungkinkah kumiliki
cinta seperti ini lagi
jangan biarkan aku
kehilangan dirimu

coba dengarkanlah sumpahku (janji suci)
dari hati
aku cinta kamu
jangan dengarkan kata mereka
yang tak ingin kita satu
yakinkan aku milikmu
aku milikmu

jalinan cinta tulus suci
terpadu terikat erat
jangan terpisah lagi
waktu kan menguji
cinta kita berdua

mungkinkah kumiliki
cinta seperti ini lagi
jangan biarkan aku
kehilangan dirimu

coba dengarkanlah sumpahku (janji suci)
dari hati
aku cinta kamu
jangan dengarkan kata mereka
yang tak ingin kita satu
yakinkan aku milikmu
aku milikmu

Back from holiday..

Hello hello, i am back again here after long time, i had 2 memorable and good holiday and both holiday i spent with my loved ones. I wish i could turn back the time and stop those moments but that's impossible as life must go on, so lets just face what is ahead and i don't have to be afraid coz i know that my heart is belong to you no matter how, so that will helps me passing this feeling and move on with my study and all...

Semangaatttttt!!!!!!!!

Berhenti berharap

Aku pun sekarang mungkin harus berhenti berharap untuk menemukan sesuatu yang dapat mensupport keadaanku sekarang ini, memang semuanya salah tidak ada yang benar bahkan kebahagiaan yang aku rasakan ini juga mungkin tak akan bisa aku rasakan selamanya..

Andaikan hidup ini bukan sebuah ujian untuk kita bisa melewatinya dengan susah payah seperti ini mungkin aku sudah ada dalam satu posisi dimana aku akan tinggal disitu selamanya, tapi sangat tidak diharapkan bahwa hidup adalah penuh dengan ujian dan mau tidak mau bisa atau tidak bisa jawabannya ada disitu dan itu sangat tegas..aku belum bisa melewati satu ujian ini dalam hidupku karena aku merasakan kebahagiaan ini dengan seutuhnya..

Tuhan sangat mengetahui apa yang akan terjadi pada hamba-Nya dan ketika waktu itu sampai, aku berharap untuk bisa pulih kembali dan melewati ujianNya dengan sempurna...