Friday, April 22, 2011

Apparently Malaysia is not as good as Indonesia

Hello bloggers,

This time i really need to complain about the living situation in Malaysia because it really pisses me off lately.

As a start here the transportation is more modern than in Indonesia but it sucks, there are districts which can't be access by public transportation and this is unbelievable, they build condominiums and apartments but people MUST have car in order to be able to live there because apparently the government is not thinking about people who do not have their own transportation!!

In Indonesia even though the public transportation is not modern but to go anywhere there or to live anywhere won't be a problem because you can find them everywhere.

The second one is the location of the mosque are far with each others, it is claimed to be a muslim countries but i think in this case Indonesia is more islamic countries compare to malaysia, there for muslim people is so easy to go and find the mosque for pray especially for friday prayer where muslims must go to mosques for prayer.

I am a victim of this, now is friday and i am stuck at the office couldn't go to mosque for pray mainly because the location of the mosque is far and need a lot of time to go and come back to the office.

It was fine when i was a student here to live in this country because i stay inside the university but now when i stay outside i find to live here as a worker is really difficult.

I aimed to work here so much where my family wants me back home, now when i got this i think this is not the best option that i chose

I am sorry for complaining but I hope somebody who works at the minister of transporation read this and fix this as soon as possible.

Monday, April 18, 2011

I know

now I know the thing that keeping me down these days which is: BEING ALONE

It has been bothering my days knowing that I am going to start a real life ALONE and facing the change ALONE.

I am afraid, I am nervous, will I be able to stand up ALONE?

Everytime I am apart from people that I know and I love, it scares me yet It hurts me too..

I just hope again I can face what is ahead of me without being depressed.