share, no?

Everyone is different, we have different personalities, different problems, different solutions in solving those problems, to sum up everybody have different kind of life.

It amazes me that someone that comes into your life could make you happier than ever or in other case could make your life very miserable but gladly this one doesn't happen to me.

Not everything I can't handle well, I tend to be numb in some situations that might come along but I can't never pretend (well maybe I am just too honest to myself :p).

Right now I can't define myself as numb because apparently I am not because of all the reactions that I made "unintentionally" and I think only me who can make it better even though some people know about my situation it won't matters until I act on this.

But

I do not harm anyone on this, only myself so every kind of emotions that I feel now, I share with my empty room and I decided to write it on this blog (for trying to make me feel better that I can speak like this in this moment :D).

I can't say that I am unhappy at the moment because I had the amazing holiday in the past 2 weeks, but I also do not dare to say that I am happy either. So what can I say is just I am not the luckiest guy on earth but I am lucky to have something that people can't see.

Sometimes I feel like I want to share things with people but maybe better not to, because I will get nothing rather than a "vocal applause" for several minutes, so really at the end only you who can celebrate it with your own self.

Oh today I wrote a note in facebook, I didn't know why I wrote that note for either but maybe for some people to wake up and realize something about love and trust in a relationship. Well I will share it in here too if you guys are not in my friend lists in facebook so you can read, here it goes:

"I realized that the concept of giving your credentials (ex: username and password) to your partner is stupid! that is your business and your privacy, why can't just let it be!

Being in a relationship doesn't mean that you MUST give such things to your partner! the concept of trust is not about giving your accounts credentials to your partner..challenge them with responsibility of keeping the trust by all means and if he/she loves you i am sure they can be responsible for it without having to give them such silly things. I am sure giving the credentials to your partner can't keep them from cheating on you! sometimes people are just stupid, they think their partner can't create another account with different name and password?!

Love is about trust and responsibility on how you committed to your partner! it is as simple as that.
there are still many good people who can keep the trust and keep the love sane!"

That was just one opinion from me, it is fine if the person share it with his gf his credentials with his own will but not when his gf ask him personally to do that or simply means "no pushing" each other to have credentials one another just to access their partner accounts.


I actually do not know what I just wrote here for but who cares, this is my own blog and I am free to write anything.